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2010-10-24T04:18:00.001+08:00

Let write something here that I promise before I forget.
-in 6 years time in 2016 we will go oversea
-in 4 years time in 2014 engagement
-in 5 years time in 2015 have kids.

Those words are hurtful.
Really.
It all begin with I can't hear u thru the phone.
I need a shoulder to break down

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Uncontrolled anger

2010-07-25T01:06:00.001+08:00

Why do I get angry so easily these few day. Out of the sudden it exploded. Then next moment I regraded. And my mind just think of stupid things. Worrying for nothing. All those fucking words that dun go through my brain just burst out. In the end when I'm concious I regraded. So stupid right? WTF what happened? Is it becase I lack of sleep? I have been working and studying non stop for about a month. I'm really tired. Really tired.
I'm swear I'm gonna take a break during holiday. No work no study. Just stay at home and relax.

I'm sorry dear for all my nonsense. I swear I will take a rest. And clear my mind.
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2010-07-11T00:26:00.001+08:00

Junhui stop giving me stress!
Fuck off!
I hate this feeling!
Will I burst like a balloon one day?

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Location:Tired

2010-07-09T01:19:00.001+08:00

Fuck la my stupid oldself is back
I really hate it.
I feel so lousy right now.
My stupid oldself of overworrying

Why I always make u angry all the time.
Why??
I really hate this feeling.
Why can't I make u smile more?
Why??
I just feel like giving myself a tight slap to make myself wake up!!

I'll promise to make u smile and stop making u angry.
I love u

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Patience is the key

2010-07-06T01:15:00.001+08:00

Patience is all I need :)
One day i'll reap what I sow

I'm tired of this feeling

2010-07-01T23:58:00.001+08:00

Tired I'm really tired of this feeling
What feeling?
The feeling of being a debtor
Every time is always not enough
Every month almost 3/4 of my salary went to pay my debt
It really tiring.

Why can't I be like other kids out there?
So carefree! all of their bill their parent settle?
I not expecting my parent to be like this. All I want from them is love. I know they had work hard to bring us up. They had done their best. Even my bro is working hard now.
I really love them.

I've been thinking about myself. Why do I keep comparing to others? I know I have more friend which are older then me. They have the mentality of adult. I keep asking myself why do they have but not me? I'm comparing myself as an adult! What an idiot am I! I'm still a teenager! Maybe I'm giving myself too much stress.

What Ginny said is right. I need to be patience.
I'm really tired.
I wish I can disappear for one month to rest and replenish my energy.

Tommorrow will be better I guess...

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2010-06-06T20:35:00.001+08:00

Shall do a little update while waiting for her.
Hmm.... I guess I have not done my 100% in my term test. I shall buck up for the rest of quiz, lab test and exam.

Today I've made some goal that I want to achieve.

By 2010
• a class 3 license
• Gpa 3.00 and above

2011
• own a HD tv
• a gaming pc

2012
•$3000 and above in my bank.
• gpa to qualify for ntu computer science.

2014
• job as hardware enginneer
• Mitsubishi lancer evolution

I hope i'm able fulfil them.
I've submit my resume to apple le.
It will be very cool to work there la.
Plus the pay is awsome.
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2010-05-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

Haiz I got a bad 9 of may
Tot it could be a good one
Nvm I dun feel like talking about it

This could the reason why my friend hate me
I hate myself
I hate it to tell things that will hurt ppl
I usually will keep it and would rather let things to be happy and dun spoil everything.
But when ppl find out they say Im a liar,
Sometime I really don't know how to be human.
Telling things straight it not good, keeping things to myself also not good.
Which do ppl really prefer?
A lie that draws a smile or truth that draws a tears?
I guess it the truth that draw a tear that will bring smile after that.
I hope tml will be better.

P/s:I'm a useless bf

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8may

2010-05-08T10:57:00.000+08:00

Today is the 8 of may
Tml is 9th of may!!
Haha
I had a great night with u guys andhad a good mens talk with u guys
I wish things can be better
I hope u have move on Brandon
It the end of week 3
And 3 more week is my term test liao
Omg it damn fast la
Haiz it been one week and Im still keep coughing
So tiring.. Maybe I haven't been working out this few week?
People say that I lose a lot of weight
How I wish I have timetable like 1.1
Got time work got time to workout
2.1 pls give me a good timetable

P/s: don't get too attach to things, learn to change new things.- Iron man 2

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2010-05-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

Do some blogging before i sleep
Ya school was okay 3 more weeks to end of term
So fast lo
But I really wan to finish it as fast as possible
i want to go out to work!!
Then i can marry my baby dear le ;)

I hate my dark side of me
As wad the horoscope says abt me, i totally agree
But i love it sometimes
If u know me well enough
U should why

P/s:Psychology... im so lucky to meet you =)

2010-04-22T23:41:00.001+08:00

Today ended school at 7pm
I'm so tired.
Maybe it because yesterday I slept at 1am plus
School was okay
Just that two of my idian lecturer really cannot
Make it.
Their slang is really hurting ears.
They talk as if they are talking to idian.
No fullstop at all!

Today my psychology lecturer said something which is very true
"guys will cry! But they won't show it others"

"guys solve their problem in their own cave"

I totally agree! Cause I myself do that sometime. She really knows what we are thinking. As if she really have a mind reading power

I hope tommorrow will be a better day!
Peace!

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2010-04-16T13:31:00.002+08:00

It the last day of work before i start school.
So looking forward! haha
How i wish i can finish my studies asap and come out to work.
I'll aim my one million by 35 year old xp
All i need is patience and determination.

My timetable is out le
It sucks lo everyday end at 5 and wed start 9 end 7pm.
I really got no time to work liao
how? feel so useless when i dont have money
I probably have to quit cali in year 2.2

Dear! i miss you now! can u appear by my side now? i love you!

2010-04-05T10:32:00.000+08:00

I had a wonderful honeymoon with u you.
I Love You!!

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2010-03-25T23:29:00.001+08:00

I just read ur blog. Hm.. I guess you've lost ur trust for me.
I realize I'm a quite a stupid guy. Spitting words out without thinking. I admit I'm in the wrong to react like this. The reason to this is not I dun trust you. It I'm angry for what other people had done to you. They ruin ur life, took away your happiness. All along these people had make ur life so miserable. I know all of these is the past. I know I'm silly to be angry about ur past. Neither can I explained the reason why. Maybe I'll let time to make myself to adapt to it. Or maybe I should look things at a different angle and be positive.
Dear I trust you whole heartedly. I trust you had change from your past. I'm very afraid to lose you.
Please forgive me for what I said. I hope u understand my feeling.

I swear I'm gonna bring happiness to you. I'm gonna bring u out from the darkness and pain.
Let's look forward and dun turn back. Good things are waiting for us in the future.

I love you!!

2010-03-25T03:53:00.001+08:00

Now it 3am le and I can't sleep.
I wonder is she sleeping deep now?
I've been lying on my bed for almost 3 hours doing nothing but thinking and dreaming.
A lot thoughts came into my mind.
Out of no reason my tears came rolling down my cheeks.
This morning I can't believe what i thought suppose to be a joke all along and now it real.
Someone whom I love and respect a lot is going to leave me. I really hate this feeling..
Why?!
I need to move on! Like wad she said. This is part and parcel of life. I hope I'll move on.

I have a mixed feeling now.
I guess I need time to ignore.
I'm sorry. I guess you have know me by now that I'm a emotional and soft hearted guy. I've told u before I'll get worried easily.
Even if something or someone that will remind you of your past appears or pop up in my head. I'll get very emotional and angry sometimes. I know it silly but I dunno why also.
I dunno how to descride my feel now. It just weird.
I really need time to slowly adapt, to understand you better. I hope when we are together outside or anywhere and let try our best not to mention the past.
Let work this out. I believe we can start a new fresh like as if I'm ur first bf and ur my first gf:)

I love you!

2010-03-14T08:52:00.000+08:00

First time blogging from my phone. Lol didn't realize I can blog from phone.
It been long since I blog le.
Today I'm doing openng and woke up at 6am. After I activate my snooze I blast my music to keep awake. Wash up everything and stone till 0645 before I leave. I dunno what to blog now..let me divide my blog into parts.

Work
haha I'm gonna be rich this month!! Haha so happy. Can't wait to spend it with my dear at genting. Now I almost everyday work morning shift le. I guess I'm use to it now. Even it my off day I will wake up early automatically. Lol. I think work it getting easier except that I really hate to handle expired member. Anyway I'm happy with work and the best thing i'm lucky to have Joanna as my manager:)

school
Got my result back and I think I could have done better. Haiz my position really drop le. So demoralize..

Family
hm.. Nth to blog abt..

Dear
I just wan to say I love you! Thanks for the surprise on my birthday and the present. 17 days more to our honeymoon!! Haha

friend
sad to say my best friend has flew off to Vietnam for exchange programe hope he is doing fine over there. Han Yu Cheng!! I tot I lost another bro u went back shanghai for two and never tell me! So shocked that I got ur call. Haha now u flew back Shanghai again. Lol I left with no brother to talk to now.. Faster come back!!!

2010-02-09T01:39:00.002+08:00

Alright it been long since i blog. Finally i got myself an iphone i have been thinking for months whether i should get this phone or not but after all i love it! a few more days to cny le and that means i'm leaving sg le. When i was young i was so excited for every cny but as i grow up, it the opposite. Why? i find it weird. Things start to change now as i grow up.
April is coming. All my friend year 2 le and i'm only year 1.1 but i'm happy with it! at least i know more friend and got the result which excel all my friend. Half year was wasted and now I'm getting back! Another things is that now i'm a diploma head le, i hold a big responsible for the April intake and i need to manage all the mentor, i don't know whether i have confident or not as i'm not use to control people. I believe i can do it de.
I'm so excited about the upcoming genting trip with dear. Firstly i never went honeymoon before, second it my first time going genting without the help of my parent. hehe Jun hui u grown up le! lol April faster come!
12/2 is our pre vday celebration cum anniversary. Gonna do some planning le! Can't wait to know what is my present! haha
Alright this is all i want to say. I'll try to update promptly. Goodnight world!

2010-01-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

Saw something.
I guess it hard for you.
But i just have to accept it.
Let see if time change.
I hate this feeling... or is i think too much?
Maybe i think too much...
Fear that it will happen again
I hope it wont
Be positive jun hui!

2010-01-21T23:16:00.001+08:00

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

DEAR I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

2009-12-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

1 more day to 2010!!
I'm going crazy soon!
This is the first time i going siloso beach countdown party lor!
Something is going to happen in the 1st min of 2010 =P

Here are my new year resolution!
1. Get my driving license
2.Bring my family to thailand for holiday!
3. Bring dear to genting for honeymoon
4. Get a GPA of 3.7 and above and be in director list
5. Save up to $2000
6. Hope that my family have both good health and wealth
7. My dad business to bloom

Can feel that 2010 is a good year for me.
Hope good things will happen.
Jia you Jun Hui!!

2009-12-19T01:33:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU!!
I miss you so much now!!
haha got a kiss from dear and i'm so high now. =D
Left with one week now to school reopen
I'm very excited about my result
haha 3 A pls!!
If i got 3 As i will bring my test paper and chiong to orc to show dear one haha
12 more days to the end of 2009 le
There is good and bad thing in 2009 but most of it is bad one
Hope 2010 is a good year for me

Your painful past is not a factor for me, the most important thing is you are willing to change.

2009-12-11T12:46:00.003+08:00

Hope i can get 3 As so that i will get my reward =) Hehe
YEAH IT HOLIDAY!!! Should unwind myself a bit but not too much cause there is still one more term to go.
Have been playing lan for straight two days le and i still crave for more!! Gonna train my dota more.
Yesterday went marina barrage for picnic. The sunset was awsome. It been long i see sunset le.
Saw a lot of ppl flying kite, ppl taking wedding photo, lol so sweet la taking picture with a sunset background. How i wish i can wear that suit one day.

I hope this will last forever. I love you lots!

2009-12-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

Term test is coming!!
Muhahaha chiong liao!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDY!!
Hope u like my most special and unique gift

It been 2 week i never go visit ur blog or fb
I guess i have moved on
The orange box is gone it will never be back
The pain is gone
Everything of u is gone
Wish u all the best

p/s: You need to delete whatever is the past. Yes, everything =)

2009-11-25T00:40:00.002+08:00

Every time i reach home things start to haunt me.
Lots of thoughts
Things not done yet
Nagging and more nagging
Haiz..
Everyday i just stay inside my room will be enough
How i wish i got school till 7pm or something
Can have fun with my fellow classmate
and all my fan nao will go away

P/s: It still not the right time yet... when it the time i will tell you...

2009-11-17T22:21:00.004+08:00

My favorite seat!!

Sometime i will look outside for a while to recharge. ^^
Spy at people also
School was okay
Term test coming le need to on my booster!!
JY! JUN HUI!!

Happy Birthday Lim shao lun!!
Finally 18 liao le
Hair also grow more liao haha
Jumbo crab is awesome!
Meet up with all my old sec friend
Ya bring back memories
more picture at fb =)

Tml will better!
Goodnight!

2009-11-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

Fucking suay la
lost my wallet. nb second time liao le. Then my internet down again.

IT OKAY!! I accept for what it has happen. I always believe everything happen for a reason.
Nothing to blog about le. Got a lot of things to say but don't know where to start.

School was okay, very pek chek with the quiz tot can get full mark. My stupid careless mistake. Never mind electronic prototyping i got 3 A for the soldering! haha happy lo looking forward for the amplifier project.

Family. My 2nd aunt baby born le! saw the pic. so cute lo. Haiz got no time to go back le. Never go back 1 year liao. so miss my relative there. Everyone in my family busy working liao even my bro. When can we have a dinner together? or maybe a family outing? miss those times when i'm a little kid. Every sat got outing one.

Friends. Meeting my sec school friend this sun. haha 1 month plus never meet them liao.
For almost two week i never see u in school liao. Or maybe we pass each other also dont know. I'm happy to see you move on. Hope the best for you. =D

Someone told me this 'the best has yet to come'. Maybe tml? or next week? i'm waiting....

2009-11-01T16:31:00.002+08:00

My chao ah beng halloween costume

Awsome deco by noor,shirley and joanna

Devil, witch and vampire

Celebrated halloween at club. Dress up as ah beng with devil horn. Very simple lor. Was not feeling well at that time many people keep asking me i sick arh. Haha cause my voice really change. The deco there was awsome lor! Thanks to joanna! haha Took some pic and send da jie to make her jealous. hehe Then that joanna wan to draw my face! lol ended up i ran away. haha after work went home and waited for da jie to end work to have supper with her. So touched that she actually bought vapordrop and panadol for me. haha <3>

P/s: I wan to go club!

2009-10-31T12:49:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night was terrible.

After school me and my Q952 friend went to play soccer. First time we organise soccer.Then We chio other school people and we played two game and lost two game. Wtf! Okay after the game me, kh, brandon and jason go bath. I can feel my whole body is burning even the water is cold. So as usual walk to west gate to take bus and we 4 saw a big snake i almost step on it lor. Then we dun care and went home. Took bus 8 with brandon and slept all the way throught. Can feel my body burning hot and weak. I just dump my bag aside when i reached home and took a nap. My da jie woke me up and i realise my voice changed O.O. Da jie say my voice very man lor. Lol Actually wanted to meet da jie for dinner then it rain. No choice have to cook noodle to eat. As time goes by my body get weaker and weaker and i die on my bed.

p/s:I miss my mum...

2009-10-30T07:29:00.002+08:00

Thursday 29/10/09

Reaching school chun chun 9am. Then i realise i'm the latest person to arrive, anyway lesson started any i realise i forgot to bring my pencil box and calculator -_-! fuck! Can even forget to bring the most essential thing. Then blah blah lecturer lecturer till 1pm then go pei KW and co. to take part in director club competition hm.. i decided to join all!! I wan more seal point! Then took 518 meet da jie. Went to jb city square eat and zoo-ed. It was fun la but i think the animal there very poor thing, their expression look as if they are crying. Hope they will be released one day.

Haiz. Actually i was sick but i manage to tahan the whole day. Thanks to redbull. I dont why these few day i feeling like crying but i'm crying inside. Sian la >.< dont wan elaborate more ... Fuck!!

2009-10-26T00:40:00.005+08:00

100% healed!!

I'm much more happy now , after those disaster past.

Happpy for what i am now, my studies, my job, my family and friends

Today i do opening, open the club and saw rahidah's note on the table.

haha so touched. Time pass smoothly with no issue. Knock off at 2pm and went workout. Lol a lot of member spot me workout. haha Meet up with my bro to collect my watch and went ps to eat porridge cause i got one big ulcer at my throat. Arh it painful like hell. Can't even swollow properly. Went back home and took a nap before me,my bro and my father went to watch man u vs liverpool. Hha ended up 2-0 so happy man u lost!!

School TML!!! Goodnight!! GUYS!

Bye!

2009-08-30T22:16:00.008+08:00

I may look happy outside
but actually i'm upset inside
Nothing can make me happy now
Except if my transfer is sucessful
A new month is coming
what problem am i going to face next?
I'm already numb to it!!
every month sure got problem one!!
Nothing can stop me now
I have been throught so much
I will hang on till the end
I'm gonna stay strong
And REN!!!
I will put on the smile always!

2009-08-19T18:13:00.004+08:00

Tml is the last day liao
Haiz will miss you guys one
here are some word that i wan to say
i know you guys can't see it but hope one day you guys will

Shun chin
My poly best friend. You arh better dont game too much and remember got new game must share! haha i know u are sad when i mention that i will be transfering. No more morning msg from u liao. No more soccer talk liao. No more your funny nonsense liao. I will sure contact you again de!! Good luck

Zi bin
Mr serious! you got to relax yourself la see you everyday chiong work one. I still cannot remember i play bball with u be4 le. lol. haha with ur attitude u sure can be the best designer de

Rong yi
NUM GAY! u also dont game too much ar! got new game must share also =) Next time go num work must tell me le!

Daniel
Guai lan kia hope u will successful chio esther one day ar. haha and stop looking at girl's leg!! must see their body also la. haha =P

PH
You ear hole always make me horny one. haha one day i will put my littles finger in one!!
Pls cut your hair also!!

Bane
master bane our class chairman!! You're the top student in PID le lor got so many A. Keep it up ;)

Crystal
I really hope u will shut up one day and let our class have peace and stop calling me NUM boy!! i dont work there! haha jy on your drawing!

Hillary
You also!! Stop calling me NUM boy also and dont pontank class ar!

The rest
I just wanna say good luck to the rest of 2 and a half year. Dont give up!

Okay
12 more days left. Finishing my first part of the plan. arh! it so hard! Will be busy,next week i guess.
Hope u will appreciate my littles present for you bro! Good luck!

2009-07-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

look nice uh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 18 WEE CHONG!!!

Got my revenge back. haha

My special milk shake.

Got Pepsi,lemon tea, peach tea, satay sauce,rice, chili sauce, soya sauce, peanut, mushroom soup,sambal chili, leftover soup, ice cream, spegatti sauce and my saliver=X no la never put saliver. haha

Lucky i never put the video that u puke.

haha gibson really change a lot. damn my primary school center, you are growing bigger and bigger size!!

Ate for 3 hour after that we play lan till 11pm plus. It was awsome night!!

2009-07-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

AHHH FUCK LA!! TERRIBLE DAY!!!!
Bill are haunting!!
It so tough.... it just so tough....
no matter how much i work it just not enough
NOT ENOUGH!!!!
Seeing those rich kid just make me so FUCK UP!!!
They dont need to work like a dog like me and can get the same benefit.
It just so unfair!!!
Haix... nobody is gonna understand my bitter.

2009-07-12T17:22:00.008+08:00

Sorry guys for not blogging for so long.Have been busy everyday, no not busy pa tuo with jessica. It my work that took up 70% of my time. Finish school at 12pm, start work at 2pm then end at 10pm. After which i must burn midnight oil for my assignment and the same routine repeat the next day. Lucky my mum bought a few redbull for me. It the only source of 'instant' energy boost for me.

Hm.. what should i blog about le? Okay first, California is having a staff competition. I cannot lose!!! Fuck! the prize is damn attractive.Should start to call and make appointment liao. I will not lose!!

Okay second, school lesson is so boring. I hate history. Also nothing interesting to blog about school.

Third, let blog about friend. I just came back from meeting my long distance friend tai yen. Meet him, tang jie and Ojs at clementi then they eat at ramentan. He do change a lot lor. Sadly he will be leaving tonight. Hope we can meet again.

Yesterday went out with yc to orchard. Slack around and do some window shopping Catch a late night movie , 20 century boy 2. It totally rocks!! Especially friend revive from death and ppl from the whole world roar to thier max with the hand pointing up. The sound effect totally rock the whole cinema.

monday going mid of the month time to collect o/s and a/p muhahaha!! who is going to top this month? must fight for it!!!

okay shall stop now. Dont want to blog about bad stuff.There is a lot. Shall keep smile and think positive ;) Lastly I'm IMMORTAL!!!

p/s: 我们下一站会到哪裡呢????

2009-06-26T01:00:00.003+08:00

Shot that u never know

Prata house with my buddy and talk cock at ice3(ice cube)

long time never see my tall friend yuchen

same old him, tall freak

talk cock talk cock then go talk random bus to hougang then homed

nope i'm not gonna post my emo thing here

not anymore

I will post it in my heart

p/s:QW:Girls in white tank are hot. Totally agree. Should buy some for her =D

2009-06-09T14:53:00.003+08:00

Slept till 12pm
woke up with a swollen eye but it okay now
decide to stay home and finish up my work
tml is my dead line for sketch book
no point going back school to waste time on my model

Okay i pick up some article from the web
hope we will understand each other more
Most of the point they say is really truth

How to understand guys

Understand that most guys just don't talk. Guys do not normally discuss feelings and are rarely emotionally open unless they are extremely comfortable with you; men are inherently closed in their feelings to maintain their belief of control.

Be prepared for a little territorial behavior. Guys tend to be territorial and jealous; this is not to be confused with being suspicious of their partners. The feelings tend to be so deep that if their partner shows any attention to another guy, they get slight uneasy feelings; this is a biological instinct. If you are involved with him and you start talking to another guy and in any way say nice things, or touch him or he touches you anywhere, the instinct will kick in; he may not punch the guy, but he will no longer be in a good mood; he will go from "I love her so much" to "I wish I were home watching TV and not dealing with this".

Let them be a 'man'. Guys want to be "manly" -- make them feel big and strong. They love to be the "knight in shining armor". You are weak, he is strong. You don't really have to be weak, but allowing him to feel that he is taking care of you and protecting you will make him happy.

Be prepared to be touched. Guys like physical contact. Their hormone levels are very high (which can make them act like jerks in certain situations), so they may find a number of different types of physical contact enjoyable. They won't always be able to figure out what's OK, and whats a no-no. It's important that they are told by their partner what they should and shouldn't do. Their feelings will not be hurt. If you prefer, tell him where the lines are drawn on your body. It's not going to ruin the moment for him. If anything, it will be a relief so he knows the boundaries. Don't think, "He'll figure it out". Don't try and give him signals (although the biting of the lower lip is universally known as the "kiss me" sign); tell him verbally.

Guys can have obsessions over their partner's eyes, hair, hands, other random body parts, etc. It's weird, but deal with it. If he likes it when you do something with your hair, do it a lot. If he gave you a ring or a necklace or something, wear it whenever you're with him - and point it out in case he doesn't notice, then give him a kiss and remind him how much you like it. He will then know you appreciate the things he gives.

Guys rarely mind feeling like they are owned - many times they like the feeling. A simple way of displaying this is holding his hand with both your hands, and wrapping your arms around his. The idea of their partner hanging off them isn't an unpleasant one to guys. There is a difference between this and being clingy, though. One shows that you are completely devoted to him, the other is annoying him.

Guys like to know that their partner feels grateful to be with him. He'll return the favor a hundred times over. If you make him feel like he isn't good enough, he will be more jealous of other guys - he may leave you. Guys don't like feeling inferior any more than girls do.
If he had a bad day, give him a neck rub or something. Don't ask if he wants one, just start doing it, he'll tell you if he doesn't like it. And say something nice. Not necessarily about why he had a bad day. Just randomly say how much you love and appreciate him. It'll make him feel better.
Guys enjoy the touch of a female; very soft and pleasant. As rule number 5 says, guys don't mind touching - put your hand on his face. Run your fingers up and down his arm. Hold his hand against your face or chest.

Maintaining the relationship is very important. The first few months will be easy; you are in the heat of a young relationship. Don't fall under the false impression that you don't have to put forth anything. He will get bored, or feel unappreciated. Remember what it was like in the beginning, when you'd both do anything for each other. Keep that mindset. Treat him as someone who can't be lost.

Let him know that you will stick with him through anything - and mean it! Tell him you will never leave his side. He will like that. Never give him the "thin-ice" feeling to get your way. Like tell him to deal with it, or make it seem like you'll break up with him over something unless he complies. Using the relationship as a threat will really make him mad, and he may break up with you for doing it.

If you want your guy to do something, usually you have enough control to make it happen - however, let the guy feel as though he also has control.

If he starts talking about things he enjoys, and you have no idea what he's talking about or plain don't care, try and just sit through it. He listens to you talk about stuff he doesn't care about or doesn't understand all the time. Sometimes, if he's good, he'll try and adjust and learn about what you're interested in and contribute as much as possible. If he doesn't listen to you, then of course you have a serious problem.

Don't lie! I can't stress to this issue enough. If you want to have a healthy relationship, tell your man everything! If you keep something from him or lie, that will not remain as such for long; men are instinctively distrusting and cautious and WILL find out.

The way you dress tells a guy a lot of how seriously your relationship is to you. Don't take this the wrong way ladies still look cute for your guy and yourself, but just think twice before your put that same outfit on you wore before he came along.

Don't let the relationship become one-sided. Let him do most things for you and he'll like it. But you have to do a few things for him too. Give him a present sometime. Setup a date for him. Cook him a meal or some cookies and surprise him with it. Show him that you care about him more than anything frequently and you will be surprised of the outcome.

Some guys will come out and tell you yes and no to your questions. Others won't. If you want them to do something, they may say yes when they don't want to. If you were actually wanting to know what they want, you'll have to figure out what their answer really is. You should know him well enough to figure it out. He won't be mad if you don't figure it out (unlike girls) but he may feel controlled, which guys don't like.

Don't throw away stuff he likes, because you don't like it. He won't do that to you. If he does, there's a problem.

Don't tell your friends (especially if he's there too) that you have him wrapped around your finger. Don't act like you can make him do anything, or can control him. It may be true, but he needs to know that he's "the man" and is in control. If he does everything you tell him to do, he's doing it because he loves you, not because you control him. If you think you control him, he won't be very happy.

Do nice things for him for no reason at all. Don't tell him you're going to do it - just surprise him. Cook him something and bring it to his apartment/house. Give him a little present. You'd like that wouldn't you? So will he.

For his birthday, cook him dinner for just you and him. And give him a present that can remind him of you, that he can carry with him everywhere (spray it with some of your perfume. Although he may never admit it, he'll smell it and guys are turned on by smell).

Do not talk a lot about your ex-boyfriends. Avoid talking about how sad you were unless he wants you to share the secret. But really, this applies to almost all other guys. Don't talk about how funny someone else is. Don't let other guys be touching you. Most of all DO NOT flirt, this seems to drive guys over the edge very quick like, do not ever make yourself out to be the flirty type, he will more than likely be gone in a heartbeat if he finds you flirting with other guys. Don't compliment other guys. Guys can be very insecure and therefore very jealous. If your best friend is a guy, expect your boyfriend to hate him. If you work with a guy that you talk to on a daily basis, He will hate him. He will never admit to it. But he will probably hate him. Any sort of long, emotional relationship with another man will be unbearable for him.

Never try to get him jealous. It won't work the way you want it to. All it'll do is make him less trusting of you and very angry at the other guy (and even if he's not mad at you, he's mad nonetheless - it's just not a good "mood setter").

How to understand girls

If a girl likes you, she will most likely touch her neck or face, play with her hair or stare at you when you are around her or talking to her.

If you want a girl to like you, then find out what she likes. This will especially work if she likes things that most people don't like. For example, if a girl likes punk rock and your town mostly likes hip hop, show an interest in it.

If you really don't like, for instance punk rock, then just learn some bands. You don't have to listen to it.

If you want a girl to know you like her, just talk to her every chance you get. Stare at her and be bashful. Girls usually find that cute.

If you have a girl friend, there are a lot of key signs to tell what she wants.

If she wants you to kiss her, then she will look at your lips and get closer to you.

If she wants you to leave her alone, she will stay farther away from you than normal and not talk as much.

If she is sad, she will act like things are fine, making this a little harder to figure out. She will act differently than normal, and probably break down if you are persistent about it. Girls don't like to show their weaknesses.

If she is mad at you, she will act like you don't care about her. If she acts like this, wait a day and then ask her out on a date or do something romantic. She will forgive you if it is romantic enough, even if you don't know what you did. Try not to say sorry if you don't know what you did, because she might not be mad at you.

If she is cheating on you, she will act defensive and will be gone more than usual, or just not hang out with you a lot. When she is with you, she will act nicer and more distracted than normal.

Do not forget her birthday! If you do, make it up with something extremely generous. Not expensive if you aren't rich, but something she will totally adore.

Make up excuses to do things with her, even if you are not dating, you just like her.
Understand where she is coming from. If she seems mad or upset, don't always go to the conclusion its because of you.

Sometimes if she is mad at you, she won't let on...look for changes like body language and if maybe she's acting a little colder towards you. Also, she will most likely tell her friends if she is mad, so look out for that too.

JyJy~ stay strong on our relationship!

I know i expect too much

sorry..

2009-03-23T15:39:00.002+08:00

FUN AT WORK

Ashton doing some flying card trick

Yesterday crowd was okay, not so busy. I have been doing closing for 3 striaght days. Everyday is getting creepier. JOANNA la!!! why u go tell us about the ghost story. Now i really encounter some weird sound when i do closing. Good luck to me today.

I got a urge to start a collection of cars. I mean model car. But i dont know where to put in my room le. Anyone know where can i buy model car?

2009-02-03T11:06:00.005+08:00

Alright i'm back from malaysia. It quite an exciting trip because this year we went to places that i never been to. Places like KLCC, Sunway Lagoon pyramid, centipede temple etc. More picture are upload in my facebook. Beside all these fun stuff there is a bad news. I got bitten by mosquito in malaysia and on sunday i got a high fever then monday morning i went to see doctor, he said if i dont recover in 3 days time, it will be dengue fever and need to be hospitalise. He also ask me to look out for red spots and on monday while i was working i found some red spot on my leg. I should have listen to his word to rest on monday >.<

p/s: i hope dear wont know about my illness

2009-01-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

People are questioning me where am i? why MIA? what have i been doing?
Well i have been keeping a low profile of what i am doing now. Only some of my best bro knows.
One more day and i will be leaving singapore.
Somehow half excited half sad.
I will be back soon!!!

2009-01-03T13:01:00.000+08:00

4-6477-968

2009-01-03T01:20:00.003+08:00

My phone is cut off for one week!!!
I really miss sms-ing
Woke up at 11am by mum
She ask me to go lavender to collect IC
WTF i'm so freaking tired
Went to work straight after collecting

OFF TO SLEEP!!!

2008-12-31T13:22:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2008 marks a fullstop of all my unhappy memories.
2009 is coming
I wish my family will stay in harmony and peaceful.
No fighting again okay?
Lastly i wish all my friend a happy new year and can have the result they want.

To Whom i love,
hey mei nu, i hope you are reading this
So sorry to hear tat thing, i shouldn't had ask you at all.
I know u are crying inside.
I really want to be there with you
be strong okay?
i'll alway be there for you.

2008-12-30T11:23:00.001+08:00

CLOSING ON NEW YEAR EVE
WTF!!

2008-12-29T00:51:00.002+08:00

PROMOTED!!!
FROM TRAINEE TO ASSISTANT

Never talk to you for 2 days
I already miss you so much

2008-12-27T01:36:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!!

Me and flannery released 50+ cali balloon on chirstmas at boat Quay
Well, we attracted a lot of attention^^

'I wish that all my unpleasant past will fly away just like all the balloon'

2008-12-25T00:33:00.005+08:00

吃得苦中苦，方为人上人

This is what motivate me for work
Am i giving myself too much stress?
Am i?

2008-12-22T23:38:00.003+08:00

PAY THE PHONE BILL!!
PAY THE ELETRICITY BILL!!
PAY FOR YOUR SIS SCHOOL EXPENSE!!
DON'T FORGET WHAT YOU OWE ME!!
CNY IS COMING BETTER FORK SOME MONEY OUT!!
PAY
PAY
PAY
.
.
Or I WILL SHOOT YOU!!

when can i have the freedom to use my money?
i'll try to pay up okay?

i really didn't enjoy my holiday
work was okay
managing my expense is another issue
not only money
friends
family
relationship

i just have to walk one step count one step...

2008-12-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

Will fate bring us together?
Will fate control where we go?
Will fate decide who i am?

NAH!! TOO BAD I BELIEVE IN CHOICES
I CHOOSE IF SHE IS MINE
I CHOOSE WHERE I GO
I CHOOSE WHO I AM

*Fate is in our hand,it our choice that decide our destiny -Mr S.M. GOH*

Thank you Mr Goh

2008-12-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

Stupid boring road show

Stuck here for 3 hour
Give flyer for 1 hour
Chatted with ashton for 1 hour
Know a lot about lesbian life
I really pity them a lot
I feel that they pay me for free =X

Done a FBW workout yesterday
now aching like hell
I WANT DAWN YANG TO HELP ME DO A FULL BODY MESSAGE!!!

2008-12-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

Catch me if you can!!

I will be at a roadshow tomorrow at raffles place park just outside the raffles Mrt.
Come visit me!!!

2008-12-16T13:59:00.002+08:00

I'm sugar high-ed everyday!

yes and i don't know what is happening to me, i got high naturally.
2009 is coming. 09!! you know!! my favorite number!!
Fuck 2008!! so many negative things happen this year.

I hope next year will be full colour!!

2008-12-12T23:17:00.003+08:00

party popper loaded
Making trap

Happy sweet 16 brother!!

Firstly i want to thank eunice lim si min for the help
haha anyway that stupid party popper didn't pop WTH!!!
nvm i did manage to pop it after he saw me -_-

I wish my brother will do well in his N level next year and stay happy always =D

2008-12-07T20:49:00.005+08:00

Work was freaking boring because today was sun
can't imagine tml -_-!
Ya got my hand on myoplex bar
I starting to take supplement le
I'm kindna addicted to the taste =P

Done my body analysis
And only a few % more and i'm under the ideal body for bbuilding
Come on fei!! train hard!!
0.7Kg more muscle to go!!
7 .8% of fat to reduce!!

JIA YOU!!!

2008-12-07T00:23:00.002+08:00

Just came back from work

haha i feel so half emo half high

Some random post

10 fact about me

Fear of being seduce by girls
My favorite food is ROJAK!!
Never kiss before
I'm the youngest in the whole california fitness in s'pore
Attempted suicide before
Hate cat
My left arm is smaller than my right arm
I'm a debtor
Only like slim bag
I drive illegally before

GOOD NIGHT!!!

2008-12-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

I really hope you guys are doing well
Good luck!

2008-12-04T20:54:00.002+08:00

Off today
Haix so bored
The only time killer was watching prison break
Phone never ring
So lonely
sis went malaysia for holiday
bro also went malaysia with eric for holiday
Mun working
Dad sleeping

Solitude
lonesome
deserted
isolated
Lonely

what else??
Haix i really hope someone will bring colour to my life

2008-12-02T23:30:00.003+08:00

Christmas decoration =D

Taken when i was napping in the towel room =P

Hazlan's laptop

Well i have been playing a lot during work, laughing, poking and slacking. I really love them compared to Toy R Us staff. Anyway went IT show at expo with hazlan for some shopping, lol he withdraw $1000++ from the bank and pay the laptop by cash.O.O The cashier was shocked when he pull out his thick cash then a lot of people looking at him.WTH I was beside. Haha after that i bought my Wifi PCI card and one headset. The price was damn cheap. Hope they will organize again.

2008-11-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

I'M SICK
Torn with chen and hexi at tong shui
ya talk talk till 6am
I'm so sick
Lazy to type
I really hope that someone will feed me medicine and take care of me now
HAHA i want dawn yang to wear nurse costume to feed me =P

2008-11-26T14:13:00.002+08:00

THURSDAY WHO FREE?
WANT GO TONG SHUI AT UPPER THOMSON TO EAT?
GOT DISCOUNT!!!

ONG JIA SHENG!! I WILL BE THERE!!

2008-11-26T13:50:00.004+08:00

Stupid hazlan and Isz drunk me last night, i swear i'll never drink with them again. haha i was super high yesterday, i got praise by my manager for my performance and secondly i create a fight with the member and the general manager. Stupid member shouted at me just because i register him for oversea member, i was doing my job what, then he shouted ' why you all keep register everytime i come in?!!!' and before i explain to him, the general manager came in. haha the fight begin... The best part is when all the big big size personal trainer came in and stand a beside the GM, he diam diam liao. haha Power la, I love them man!! they really make me feel like i'm in a gang. Haha

Btw i learn some drinking 'term' with them last night

Stout- to finish the whole cup in one shot
Drag- to drink with straw (Eww i hate this)
Waterfall-Something to do with puking
1-1 - half volka half non-alcohol drink

i still want to know more!!

2008-11-22T20:39:00.010+08:00

Sorry guys for not blogging.This week is super busy for me.Got lots to say but i don't know where to start.Never mind let the picture do the talking.

Picture of my work place

Membership card

Chalet

everyone should know what happen to me after this bottle

EX-DUDLEY BOYS 'GET THE TABLE!!!'

Farewell Ivan

My last word for ivan

GOOD LUCK IVAN~

2008-11-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

I feel that i miss out a lot of things. Firstly is graduation day, second is prom and now third is shao lun birthday. And the next thing is class chalet, i swear i will go no matter what. I just received a bad news, ivan is leaving singapore and will never come back again. Haix i guess i lost another good friend. Tomorrow i will be meet him, damn gonna take a lot of picture with him. Another bad news is wati aka mother kana retrenched, haix never say goodbye to her on her last day. Why everyone is leaving me slowly? One good news is HAPPY BIRTHDAY YATI!!! now u are 18 the second youngest in cali haha.

Okay enough of the news today i was 3 min late for work and i met another new colleague JAY!! Saw a lot of gay today and one of them keep staring at me and giggle along when he came in the gym. He is like 'hehe here is my pass hehe *look away*' and when i pass him back the card he said' omg!! hehe thanks!!hehe *walk off*'. Na bei i HEHE YOUR HEAD!!! KEEP HEHE!!

One last thing and this for WK and Chun Yu. I'm so sorry i cannot attend the training today, i was freaking tired after work and gym training. I promise to draw up one day to play bball with you guys. I sincerely apologise.

2008-11-15T00:51:00.004+08:00

A day out with HAN YU CHENG. Went Amk hub with him to buy his prom night thing,haha that last min guy. Walked round and round Amk just to find his white leather shoe. At last he bought it from a shop house. Then we chit chatted at toast box. The coffee there is is amazing. It unique from other coffee, must go try out. We had our men's talk about girls over msn last night and yu cheng i hope your plan will work, don't rush and remember be positive!! I also disscused with him about my dream girl. I think i should share with my friend. Here are the creteria.

Sporty
Must 吃得起苦
Below 165cm
Not a mama girl
have electrifying eye like dawn yang

haha my dream girl, dawn yang

Too bad she is older than me. haix

2008-11-13T20:16:00.010+08:00

Woo! i love my job!!Only two days i make many new friend, trainer,cleaner,towel auntie uncle, Fitness consultant and some regular customer. You know what nickname they gave me?? PANDA! WTH!! just because they say my eye is super cute and have dark circle. Whatever, and another thing is I'm the youngest there. Most of them 20+ but their really friendly and treat me like adult. My boss Wati aka mother, she always set trap to test me, haha i pass every time and her prank call is damn funny.She call other outlet just to test their sevice and kup the phone straight if their service sucks. Okay and the best thing is i can use the gym for free. That mean after my work i can do my workout there with all the personal trainer. haha I'm planning to try the suana there but i scared of gay -_-!

Joke of the day:

What do you buy for a fish birthday?

Fishcake

2008-11-10T17:21:00.004+08:00

Went down to HQ to do some paper work. Ya sign here sign there. Boring.
Before that went to T'fan. Saw terence chua haha! what a coincidence.
I spent my whole night watching prison break till 4am.
Okay it time for me to prepare for tomorrow paper.
Last one le. Must jy everyone.

Joke of the day:

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!

Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.

Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?

Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.

Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgen t matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?

Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).

Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!!

2008-11-08T00:52:00.003+08:00

Try out this game. Luxor. Super addictive. I play it in psp not pc one.
Stoned at home the whole day.Spend my whole day completing luxor. Nap a while then play luxor and completed the whole game. Call some friend to chat with.They all are playing outside. Damm, now i'm broke, i can't go out with an empty wallet. Can't wait for my pay =D

Joke of the day

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:

Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)
Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)
Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)
Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)
Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien)
Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)
Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin)
Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)
Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)
Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)
Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)
Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)
Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)
Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)
Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)
Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)
Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)
Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)
Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)

2008-11-06T22:11:00.002+08:00

Yes i'm under this company now. I know it a gay paradise but the outlet i'm working is clear so i'm safe.Went for interview with my bro and eric in the morning at 10.30am but we got there at 10.20 and i have to wait for that WATI for 10 min. It was my first time being interviewed in a formal way, i wasn't prepared for her handshake and warm welcome.Lucky enough i had prepared all the possible question that she will ask and indeed she ask all!! haha In the end, i was employed!! Next wed is my first day. The pay is damm attractive$$. Must not review it.

After my interview we went for movie marathon at cathy.
Caught fabian kang there, chatted with him for awhile before the movie.
First movie was "The Coffin". I can say is a lousy show. Rating 2/5.
Second movie was "Quantam of Solace". Seriously i dont understand the story but it quite thrilling.Rating 3.5/5

Chit chatted at Ya kun after the movie.
Afterwhich we headed home.

Joke of the day:

Conversation of A and B outside the lottery shop
A: Hey! wad are doing?
B:*busy scratching himself*
A: Are you okay? Why are you scratching yourself?
B:I'm trying to win the lottery!*scratching himself*
A:Huh? then why are you scratching yourself?
B:There say "scratch and win" ma

2008-11-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

Just came back from bball with all the GYSS clique at TPY.Arhh I've rusted so long didn't touch the ball.Anyway I was spend my whole night reading Men's health and erm... haha ya maxim. I came a across some jokes.HAHA I like the puberty one, laugh my ass out.

Wishful Thinking

Wife:What are you doing?
Husband: Nothing.
Wife:Nothing? You've been reading our marriage certificate for and hour.
Husband:I was looking for the expiry date.

Techno Santa

As a little girl climbs onto Santa's lap, Santa asks her,"and what do you want for Cristmas?"
The child stares at him open mouthed and horrified for a minute, then gasps:"didn't you get my E-mail?"

Puberty

Child: Mum i have a small request
Mum:What is it?
Child:Can you buy me a bra?
Mum:NO!
Child:Please mum
Mum:NO!
Child:But all the girls are wearing it
Mum:DAVID!! i told you how many time bra are for girls!!

2008-11-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK TO BLOGGING!!

okay let start with some picture of my preparation for Os

Wall full of notes

My eye dropper to keep me awake =DMy time keeperTwo pack coffee My "supplement"
Malaysia coffee bought by dad
My countdown chart My stress "releaser"
VolcanoMy grandma and aunt from KL

I can say O level isn't easy, it long and torturous. I'm happy i survived through.

Left with only science P1 to go and now i have plan everything before it officially end.
Today DnT paper was rather hard, it came out some question that Ah lim never teach before, WTH!!
Never mind after my paper i went out with eric and my bro for job hunt. I applied for Fitness First and California Fitness recipient. What was shocking was California read my form and ask me to go for an interview on thursday without even asking me to wait for call. All thanks to eric wong. I owe you. Lastly i applied 3 time for new urban male. haha i think the boss got irritated by me
During this long examination period my relative from malaysia has been asking me when i'll be going back. My aunt and grandma even webcam me to ask for my well being. I'm sorry to keep you all worried. I'll be visiting you all during my holiday.

2008-08-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

Will temporary stop blogging till end of prelim
Sorry for the inconvenient cause
I'll miss you guys =D

2008-08-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Visitor outside my house

Yup, found this 3 cute kitten outside my house, just before i open my door.
They were all hiding in a corner meowing.
I quickly put them in to a small pail.
Just to protect them.
Wonder which cat gave birth outside my house.
I've no idea what to do with them.
Anyone want to adopt?
$50 each ^^ haha jkjk
Maybe i take care of them till they are capable to take care of themselves and i'll let them go.

School was okay today, just that Mr goh didn't come to school. The whole school turn upside down!! Pupil playing in uniform, shirt were tuck out and making whole lots of noise. And i'm of them =P haha played bball after school, after that study in Dnt workshop YEAH!! finish the whole book of poa paper 1 and i took a long nap in the workshop =D

Sorry yu chen that i broke ur things. I really didn't mean it.

You electrified me with your eyes, i can't stop think of you now.
When should i ask?

2008-08-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

TA DAH!!

Ladies and gentlemen!! let me introduce my latest product 'Ringo'.
The name 'Ringo' means apple in japanese, thanks to my bro for thinking of this name.
This product is suppose to be mounted onto the wall, it only work if you put apple into the hole and give it a spin. It will create an aesthetics and illusionary movement.

Beside Dnt, I've been busy shading and crossing boxes

I think i focus too much on math
Neglecting POA >,<
Arhh NO TIME!!
Lucky no more extra lesson, must make use of the time to fill in all the box.
I got so much say but i don't know where to start, Hm..
Okay let start with this

Yup, got back my chinese result last week, sad to say i manage to get C5. It was rather disappointed but miss leong said i did very well, lol.. well maybe i use to get F9 for my chinese .I didn't retake cause i've forgotten everything!! and miss leong encouraged me not to retake too. 1 down! 6 subject left to focus on!

Secondly, my english oral, I stammered a lot!! OMG!! i hope it won't cost me much. On the other hand,the conversation was on my favorite topic SPORTS!! Haha Good luck to me.

Thirdly, haix..quite emo nowadays but just that i'm hiding it . I'm trying my best to neglect relationship but memories of the past and envious of other people(Etc.JL,Terence, charles,Joan,shari) is pulling me into it. Guys i hope you all will last long and have a happy relationship with your partner. Dont regret for what you have chosen.

FEI!!
Remember what is most important now!!. Prioritize studies!!! RELATIONSHIP LATER!!!

2008-08-16T15:40:00.000+08:00

Sorry reader
Due to the busy schedule i have.
I wont be blogging this week or maybe next week.
Details and pictures will be uploaded once everything is done.

Be patience guys =D

And lastly.... Congrats to Singapore paddler
WATCH OUT FOR MALAYSIA'S BADMINTON!!
They're in the finals too
LEE CHONG WEI BOLEH LA!!!

2008-08-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

080808
Huat Huat Huat ar!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN ENG

A day i'll never forget
A day i connected 30000 people around singapore
A day i went out with 22 people to sentosa
A day i threw people to sea
A day i saw malaysia flag flying in beijing

JIA YOU MALAYSIA!!! YOU CAN BEAT SINGAPORE!!!

2008-08-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

WA I'M SO HIGH

Two good thing happened today!!
First, i found back my Folio
Second, my phone is fixed

Well, Something weird is happening to me, I've a sudden positive attitude toward math. I just can't let go of the math TYS.I finally realized the sense of satisfactory of solving a math problem is is.. so indescribable. Likewise, solving my 'favorite toy' the rubix cube, i applied the same concept of learning to math and amazing it seems similar!!

To eunice:
Haloo.. dont take my word so serious la, i just said you've grown a 'bit' bigger size and my bro told you 'you are fat'. That so much different lor.
Bigger = muscle
Fat = oil
undersatand? haha
dont understand never mind, chop me then HAHA =X

To Tan jun liong:
TEACH ME CHEMISTRY!!!

To shari:
Hey i reply your tag here, haha okay i promised you to be that happy "handsome" boy. It okay la WK more important, dont feel awful okay? and don't forget that 'kite' strategies i taught you. Hope to see more smile from you than tears. I'm always here if you need me =D

To Siti:
YOU BETTER EAT MORE VEGGIE AND DRINK MORE WATER!! AND STOP EATING CHOCOLATE!!!
Ya i'm going =D hehe

To Ekah:
I purpose put ikah cause:
Ikah = Ikan
haha kidding -D

To Hillary:
Of cause!! Sad.. didn't have the chance to sms you. Hey YOUR SMILE REALLY LOOK LIKE HER LOR!!! I SWEAR!! HAHA <3 daughter

2008-08-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

Lets compare the body..
Batista

Height: 201cm
Weight: 131kg
From: Washington, D.C.
Signature Move: Batista Bomb

Brock Lesnar
Height: 195cm
Weight: 133 kg
From: Webster, SD
Signature Move: F5

I think batista has the nicest body.
His body has a more perfect ratio than brock.
I wonder, when i will be like his?

Okay i'm so bored now, i've just finish one TYS math P1. Lazy to do P2. So here i am slaking around. Promised myself to finish up the whole book before prelim, arh.. must preserver on.
Got to get back to work!!

2008-08-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

First of all, thanks to all my friends for your concern. I feel much better now =D

Woke up unwillingly at 10am just to check my folio in school and guess what? THAT GOD DAMN FUCKING WORKSHOP'S DOOR was lock. I've squeeze all my memory juice out, trying to remember what happen on Wednesday. I can't barely remember what happened after Dnt lesson but i remembered, i brought my folio to school. The biggest question is 'DID I BROUGHT MY FOLIO IN THE WORKSHOP?'. ARHH i can't remember a thing now!!!!! I so FUCKING WORRIED NOW!!!PLEASE I HOPE ITS IN THE WORKSHOP!!!

Never mind, went to Bishan gym to vent my anger. My body is weak but still manage to completed my back workout ,I can't believe it.Then, I Saw kevin and his friend there haha he wore a cap to gym, so funny.Left the gym around 12am and went back home.

Make use of the day to do something useful. Yeah,mum asked me fix my bro's PSP and it took me an hour to fix it, troublesome job but at least i earn something from him HAHA a meal from prata house!! He's so glued to the psp now, leaving me alone T-T

Took a short nap. Woke up and cooked myself two pack of maggie mee for dinner, poor thing. My bro had to accompany his friend for dinner leaving me alone again. Never mind, watched some movie in my com while eating my maggie mee. After that it my father turn to watch soccer in the com but i didn't watch as I'm not a soccer fan. Now it my turn to play my bro's psp.

I miss a lot people now
My daughter(hillary)
My gay partner (Yu cheng)
shari
junliong
Malaysian buddy(CL)
Ct
ikah

MANY MORE....
我真的很但心你，八号。。。

2008-08-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

Terrible DAY!!!

shoe spoil
phone spoil (under repair till next mon)
Dnt Folio MIA-ing!!
I'm sick now(flu and fever)

Dont msg me, msg my bro if anything IMPORTANT

How i wish there is a GF by my side now.
Feeding me medicine and hugging me to give me warm.
How lovely..

Haix.. i guess i have to stayed at home this sat and sun to rest.
Bye.
Good night
Selamat malam
晚安！

2008-07-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

I don't know how to express my feeling now
All my feeling and words is in this song.

2008-07-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

The story haven't ended yet.
Reading through her blog really make me wanna cry.
I don't want her to suffer
I want to help but..
There is nothing i can help
Hope that you'll have a happy life in your future.

2008-07-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA

DINNER

JUN LIONG'S BIRTHDAY

TANNING
SATAY
VODKA
FRIENDS

The race that I'll never forget
25th july 2008
3rd position

2008-07-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

The second part is up and i guess it ready to assemble.
Hoping I'll uphold the title again next year.
86 days to O level and the tension is getting intense.
Workhard everyone!!!

I've been dead recently,neglecting tag and testimonial.
Sorry, I'll try to draw out some time to reply you guys.

I sucks, because
My word doesn't pass through my head before saying.
My hi and bye is not warm enough.
My eye doesn't look at people while talking.
My body can't keep straight while walking.
My appearance scares people
My temper burst unexpectedly

Where is my usual Fei?
I'm changing to the worse, why?
BECAUSE I SUCKS.

2008-07-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

I'll not be able to update so frequently
Sorry guys.

2008-07-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

It took me 2 days just to cut this out.
One and a half month left to the dead line, i'm running out of time!!

Nowadays i can't control my temper well, it just burst out unexpectedly.
I think is the stress and insufficient sleep i have.
I'm sorry.I'll try my best to control.

2008-07-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

My wonderwall

Facing this wall is part my routine now from 8pm to 10.30pm everyday.
No phone, no com, for 2.5 hours.
Just revision and homework.
Bear with it Fei!!
119days more!!

why? why that feeling is still there?

2008-07-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

I missed the sun again. Never 100% trust the weather forecast
Lets try my luck again next week.

122days
will there be anyone?

2008-07-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

Today is the 9th of july 2008

It 9th!!
It my sister's birthday
HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY
I LOVE YOU <3
See something good always happen on the 9th
haha bought her a set of jigsaw puzzle
hope she like it =D

2008-07-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

Closing in 130 days.
Hope everything will wash away.

2008-07-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

First of all i want to thanks TAN JUN LIONG for the CB(chicken burger) haha. I promise you I'll get an A for 'O' level math and If i really get A you treat me crystal jade. haha jk XP
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE TML!!

My favorite Ghost festival is coming...

2008-07-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

School from 7am-5pm (everyday)
7 subject
Dnt project to be due by 28 Aug
Peer pressure
Relationship
Homework
Revision
Gym and Bball training

Just imagine all these 8 things compound together in one day. The pressure is so intense that every minutes is so crucial to me. Peer are competing among each other to fight for respect. Only good result are respected and accepted. Thats my class.

I know you're good in academic and i'm stupid. You may sound like joking but all your words really hurts me. I felt humiliated and discriminated. I can't stop you but the only way is to treat every single word to motivate myself. I must win you in Os .

2008-06-29T18:47:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry that i cannot make you happy
I failed.
I've never feel such love before
Being there for me when i need you
But there is something holding me back

2008-06-29T18:24:00.000+08:00

My lovely 5n girls

My lovely paramore
My lovely shoe

The ugly fucker me

Road relay practice with my 5n clique.

2008-06-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of thinking
I'm tired of forgetting her
Just as i though everything is over
But the pain seems forever
I've close one eye
I've close one ear
But her image is still clear

I'm really tired...
Sometime goodbye is the only way.
135 days more and sun will set for me.

2008-06-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

Yes, i got my jersey today!! haha <3#9!! Today was a busy day for me.Can't even sit down and rest. Printed lots of math paper during recess and yong gave us math P1 hw to do on week end. One whole stack waiting for me. Haix have to force to myself to do it even i hate this subject.

After school, accompanied shari to collect our jersey at queensway. Haha the 45min bus trip was rather fast than i though. Chit chatted with her and we even learn some vocabulary on the way, both of us got dizzy after reading Zzz Collected and had my lunch there, the laksa there was awesome. We had a great laugh over the 'dry' laksa thing haha. dry laksa , laksa without noodle, laksa without chilli. All sort of combination. On the way back to school, we repacked the jersey to kill some time and the bus driver kept staring at us. Lol

Left school again to meet my gay partner, yu chen at j8 to watch my movie. Yes! THE INCREDIBLE HULK!!!. Rating 5/5 .I love the roaring so much!

Walked back to school again cause my darling want go braddel mac to meet his friend. Saw siti on the way,she followed us and gay-ed with my darling on the way HAHA Siti got so disgusted. Went home after sending them.

Lastly,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BRIGHTON YAM!!!

2008-06-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

66 DAYS TO THE DEAD LINE

140 DAYS TO THE END OF O LEVEL and the beginning of that plan...

FOCUS FOCUS!!
I CAN DO IT!!

2008-06-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

ARHH My Dnt project is Killing me, can't decide which pattern to use. Spending the whole afternoon doing the model,playing with it and figuring out the mechanism. It giving a headache, but no matter what i'm not giving up this idea.

And HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CHAI LI!!!!

Nights world!!

2008-06-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

Met shari yesterday. haha she must be happy and excited to see me.
Today Sentosa trip canceled!!?
Haiz yu chen prediction was wrong.
Stayed at home the whole day.
I have been thinking of the answer to this question.

Do you think rich children are generally happier than those from poorer families?

There are no right or wrong answer to this question. I can admit that wealth is a determining factor in happiness. This is of course true as the material needs of children can be filled with money.Which child would feel happy if he has to worry about the next meal or cloth to wear?

Wealth is another factor of acceptance of peers.If a child come from a poor family ,they could feel humiliated in front of their friend, as they fear ostracism. They might not be able to buy branded goods to get 'in' with their friend and they will not grow up with a healthy self-image.

With wealth comes with advantages that the poorer child will not get to enjoy. Rich family will gives the child opportunities to enjoy the latest electronic gadget, far-flung travel and costly enrichment classes. However, it does not mean that poorer children are not happy with their life.

WEALTH DOES NOT DETERMINE HAPPINESS ; PARENTS DO.
If a child lives in a beautiful house with the latest technology in place but hardly gets to see his parent , he is no better than a captive bird in a gilded cage. Thus, if a child comes from a poor family but has parents who are constantly there for him to provide care and support he will be happier than a rich but neglected child.

Most importantly, a poor child could feel a sense of achievement that is denied to the rich one who has all the advantage of wealth.The success of a rich child could be the external privileges but the poorer child's achievement will definitely be that of hard work and sweat.Thus his success will come to mean more because it was achieved at great cost and effort compared to those who have everything handed to them will not be able to experience such joy.

Lastly a child's happiness is not contingent on wealth but rather his own personality and surrounding. THE HAPPIEST CHID COULD WELL BE THE ONE WITH THE LEAST MATERIAL POSSESSION BUT A WINDFALL OF LOVE AND SUPPORT.

2008-06-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

A BUNCH OF 'FENG' ZHI IN THE RAIN

Darence's yellow boxerCaught red handed!!

Had lots of fun with my teammate today. Bball in the rain, sliding and falling.
<3 Feng

2008-06-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU SITI!!!

I'm so surprised that you will make cake for me. Haha Thanks a lot. I love the cake, how i wish my future GF will do this for me. haha Stayed at home the whole day beside meeting siti. Woke up by two call today and i can't barely sleep well through the night. Nothing special today. Okay i will stop here.